Well its a new month, and we gonna have to try again soon. I don't understand how it doesn't work so easily I mean if we do everything right how does it not work? I don't know how to go threw the whole process again. I mean the tryin, then waiting , then nothin happeni, then waiting some more and doin it all over again. And handlin that stuff is just so weird to handle it at the other end of it all. We were so excited and so sure I just don't want to get my hopes up again to be let down again. It's a lot harder bein on not the one being pregnant side then I thought it'd be. I watch Tracy so calm to so stress to everything when we did it for us and now I'm just a reak. any suggestion to make the waiting process not seem so long????

Crystalyn