The Virgin Mary

ok, so I tried a man, got pregnant, tried to work it out for the baby aaaaaaaaaaaaand what did i find out? The whole time i was living with him as his "hetero girlfriend" or whatever, he was telling ALL OF HIS OTHER FEMALES that i was just his lesbian roommate... that is hilarious to me because that means we were never together and he never got me pregnant. i found out (after i told ALL of them) that not one of the women knew i was pregnant... NOT ONE!!!

what does that tell me folks? I am the freakin virgin mary apparently because i'm pregnant and haven't been inseminated by anything or anyone. humorous... I'm about to have this baby ALONE, raise him or her ALONE, and I am A-OK with it! i'm not worried about our relationship because i was unhappy to begin with, but if he doesn't want to claim his child now, then i dont think he has the right to claim it ever.

and the fact that he is the only man i've ever been sexually attracted to enough to date/have sex with/etc... i'm pretty sure i will try to find me a nice girl to settle down with and start my family. i dont need him, nor does MY child...

i find out what my baby is on thursday (2 days!!) i'm so excited!! i can't wait!!