heartbreaking nights

wow, i am telling you i had zero time to worry about anything but my little man last night. monster was/is so sick. he is getting a couple of his molars in and apparently last night was when they decided to start bothering him. he woke up around 2am and has been up ever since. it just breaks my heart to see him to sad and sick. he is a baby that NEVER got sick. all he wanted was for me to hold him and be close to him. it is the sweetest thing ever...but i cant help but feel totally helpless cuz he is too small to tell me exactly whats wrong. but i think he just feels sick from having a fever. i am so exhausted i have now not slept in over 24 hours and im still going. and i want another baby? lol, sometimes it seems like such hard work...but really to sit back and think about it. all that work is so well worth it when you feel your baby hugging you cause he needs to feel loved and comforted. I just look back at him and know that i couldnt love anybody in this world more than i love him. its a beautiful thing.